Silent tears.

    Silent tears ~

All the tears inside of me 

refuse to come out easily 

each comes out with pain and suffering

and so, I cry silently 

hiding from the world around me 

hiding from the voices surrounding 

why can't life get easier 

why is everyone a hater?

Do people have to lie in all they say?

is it really in their blood, or is it a habit the just refuses to go away 

You caused all this now

all the damage in my heart 

the pain I feel inside 

I wish I can let it out in words

instead they die inside my heart

Instead my heart gets stabbed with knives and swords

my heart is burning .. suffering 

and so, I cry silently 

life comes with its own secrets

but we, were we born this stubborn?

we just had to find everything out.. I did

and I wish I never had 

Now, my tears, my cries are yelling

Now I no longer cry in silence

now they all see .. they see my tears.. yet, no one understands

confused looks all around me 

asking: whats wrong? 

Makes me wonder, how can I let it all out? can my pain be described by words?

I reply: nothing.. there is nothing wrong with me 

as I continue suffering.. all by myself 

getting hurt, more and more 

choking by my own words 

I'm trying to hold on, strongly 

but its all dark now, no lights, nobody to save me

No breath left inside of me

I'm ... trying! still, suffocating .. 

And so, I die.. silently.